futile

Sometimes I don't know why I even try. There's always going to be something that I'll screw up and bring me to my knees again.

I tried so hard for the mid term today. Finished all the readings almost a week in advance. Did research over and above what was required so I'd have a better understanding. Prepared my notes meticulously so I'd have no problem sorting out the information when I in.

And it happens.

I thought the test was 2 hours. It was only 1. I barely finished a third of what I was going to write. And to make matters worse I think I answered it wrong too.

Oh look now its raining cats and dogs and I can't go home..